it must’ve been my mistakes
please don’t approach me with the its never to late talk
I’m still trying to figure out how, we are all the same
and why do cops blame un educated civilians at a different range
I never crawled ever since I learned to walk
you see the silver spoon didn't bless me at all
I’m doomed and dazed like I took a couple shrooms to the brain
no goons posted on my porch
I’m here too lit the torch
you in tented to blow from a cannon that was used before
**** taking the throne
I must’ve been unlucky every girl I get to know
turns out to be another groupie oh
the question is why do I keep this drama in my dome
my heart reflects and takes effect like the steel of a silver chrome
they say the devil follows
but I still feel alone,
you want to hear the truth tomorrow is filled with sorrows of another storm
while you out stacking loot I’m here trying to reborn
the glories moments, lives you took
pay your respects homie, salute our fallen troops
this the type of music anybody could relate to
music you couldn’t keep alive
I plot to see it shine once more
by keeping my mind like an open door
or like this extended road I’m about to explore
I wonder if it holds, the similar languishment
my soul once stored
punishment you cant ignore
time passes by and my open wounds wouldn't close
I believe you can change
but this world forever stay the same
money and fame is what everyone desires nowadays
and act blind of what surrounds us today
updated yourself
petroleum explosions, contaminated oceans, what ever happened to devotion
September 16 1991 a child is given birth in this planet of the hopeless,
these questions got me thinking this is probably why Pac feared reincarnation
my homies finally confessed to me and asked me why I’m changing
and its clear I rather be captain than lieutenant in this ship
instead of following foot prints orders of other figures
I think to my self what will my unborn say?
Daddy was incarcerated and mommy had to work two jobs
to fill our empty stomachs
and now the rent is due,
what will my baby do?
this would’ve been my life if I was still a fool
I dream big that someday I’m a own a Benz
and a mansion equipped with a swimming pool
but for the moment finishing school
is what I’m striving for
at this age I lust for allot
I got to take it slow like I’m toking on the marijuana smoke
rushing things only makes things worst
rest in paradise to my friends
that could be captured through a camera
in the night damn,
I witness many people try reaching for the light
and many G's believe there’s a god every time they’re dying
I’m tired to see my mother crying
cause my brothers lately have been giving her a hard time
deep inside my heart I know we will never love each other
it wouldn’t hurt to try but we don’t even bother.Whats your opinion on my verse?I dig it. Are you putting that on a track with a beat, or is it stand alone spoken word?